Thursday, May 28, 2009

job 38

this is one of the most amazing passages in Scripture. job has, as we know, lost everything. he's been given horrible counsel from his wife and his friends have not helped either. he asks God why all these things have happened to him. and what does the Lord say?


Then the LORD answered Job out of the whirlwind and said, 
    "Who is this that darkens counsel
         By words without knowledge? 
    "Now gird up your loins like a man,
         And I will ask you, and you instruct Me! 
    "Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?
         Tell Me, if you have understanding, 
    Who set its measurements? Since you know.
         Or who stretched the line on it? 
    "On what were its bases sunk?
         Or who laid its cornerstone, 
    When the morning stars sang together
         And all the sons of God shouted for joy? 
    "Or who enclosed the sea with doors
         When, bursting forth, it went out from the womb; 
    When I made a cloud its garment
         And thick darkness its swaddling band, 
    And I placed boundaries on it
         And set a bolt and doors, 
    And I said, 'Thus far you shall come, but no farther;
         And here shall your proud waves stop'?
    "Have you ever in your life commanded the morning,
         And caused the dawn to know its place, 
    That it might take hold of the ends of the earth,
         And the wicked be shaken out of it? 
    "It is changed like clay under the seal;
         And they stand forth like a garment. 
    "From the wicked their light is withheld,
         And the uplifted arm is broken. 
    "Have you entered into the springs of the sea
         Or walked in the recesses of the deep? 
    "Have the gates of death been revealed to you,
         Or have you seen the gates of deep darkness? 
    "Have you understood the expanse of the earth?
         Tell Me, if you know all this. 
    "Where is the way to the dwelling of light?
         And darkness, where is its place, 
    That you may take it to its territory
         And that you may discern the paths to its home? 
    "You know, for you were born then,
         And the number of your days is great! 
    "Have you entered the storehouses of the snow,
         Or have you seen the storehouses of the hail, 
    Which I have reserved for the time of distress,
         For the day of war and battle? 
    "Where is the way that the light is divided,
         Or the east wind scattered on the earth? 
    "Who has cleft a channel for the flood,
         Or a way for the thunderbolt, 
    To bring rain on a land without people,
         On a desert without a man in it, 
    To satisfy the waste and desolate land
         And to make the seeds of grass to sprout? 
    "Has the rain a father?
         Or who has begotten the drops of dew? 
    "From whose womb has come the ice?
         And the frost of heaven, who has given it birth? 
    "Water becomes hard like stone,
         And the surface of the deep is imprisoned. 
    "Can you bind the chains of the Pleiades,
         Or loose the cords of Orion? 
    "Can you lead forth a constellation in its season,
         And guide the Bear with her satellites? 
    "Do you know the ordinances of the heavens,
         Or fix their rule over the earth? 
    34"Can you lift up your voice to the clouds,
         So that an abundance of water will cover you? 
    "Can you send forth lightnings that they may go
         And say to you, 'Here we are'? 
    "Who has put wisdom in the innermost being
         Or given understanding to the mind? 
    "Who can count the clouds by wisdom,
         Or tip the water jars of the heavens, 
    When the dust hardens into a mass
         And the clods stick together? 
    "Can you hunt the prey for the lion,
         Or satisfy the appetite of the young lions, 
    When they crouch in their dens
         And lie in wait in their lair ?
    "Who prepares for the raven its nourishment
         When its young cry to God
         And wander about without food?


the Lord puts job in his place.  have you ever been there?  have you questioned God's reason, His timing, His plan?  i have, from time to time, failed to understand the "why" of a situation.  thankfully, i am not God!!  i would do a terrible job!  i am so selfish.  i have found, time and again, that His mercies truly are new every morning (lam. 3:23) and that His ways are higher than mine (isa. 55:9).  

once again, i resolve to let God be God!  i'd love to take the backseat.  

Thursday, May 21, 2009

a year in pictures

one year ago today, my darling girl made her first appearance in this world. i knew, despite not being told by the ultrasound tech, that i was having a girl. i was thrilled when the midwife declared what i already knew!  
from that moment on, i was smitten.  there is no child brighter, no child more sweet, more adorable than my daughter.  i am blessed beyond understanding by this girl.  

thank you, Lord Jesus, for giving me the amazing opportunity to be a mother to judah.  

here is a brief look at the past year:

my gallery

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

they tied the knot

i'm pretty sure i should get a big, fat "fail" for not having posted sooner.  turns out, i was in southern california because two of my very best friends said "i do" to each other!  isn't God good?  

noah and bren had a 40s style wedding. it was gorgeous and so much fun! their vows were so perfect and i could not stop smiling the whole time. (which is impressive due to 30mph freezing winds and shoes that made my feet want to cry, which i realize isn't possible.)


the Lord was honored at this wedding. the gospel was preached. two friends made lifetime commitments. it was perfect. chilly, but perfect!

just look at the joy and happiness on their faces!

noah and bren, i am so thrilled for you! the Lord brought you together in His perfect timing and has blessed you with one another. i love you both so much and promise to be praying for your life together. i pray that you recall luis' words and always put each other before others, always honor each other, always defer to one another. may your life be full and may you bless the Lord!

Monday, April 13, 2009


i couldn't resist this doll. i had one just like it when i was little. it's a strawberry shortcake doll and it smells like strawberries. it smells a lot! so when i ask judah if she can smell it, she wrinkles up her nose and blows air out. hilarious! man, i love this girl!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

we have forgotten





friends, i would like to ask you to do an experiment: open a new window and using either "goodsearch" or "google" images, try to find pictures of our twin towers when they were hit. type in "twin towers" or "9/11" and tell me what comes up.
not much, am i right?
talk about censorship!
i would like to encourage you to go next to youtube and watch darryl worley's video of his song "have you forgotten?" i would have embedded it here for you but that option has been turned off. (a fact i also found interesting.)

ten days ago, this story made headlines. oh not in the big papers, but on foxnews it did. so "they" have decided to rename the new WTC "one world tower." does that scare anyone else? i guess "freedom tower" was a bit too patriotic. we wouldn't want anyone to think we are still proud to be americans, right? i mean, what we need is "change."




now i realize these pictures aren't pleasant and i understand why some might not want to look at them. however, i think the further we get from that dreadful day and the less we see of those images, the more we repress those memories. 

i haven't. i remember that day. i remember the shock, the horror. i remember crying. my uncle was supposed to be giving a briefing to about 80 men in the pentagon that day. he was on his way into work when, hearing about new york, he called off the meeting. the room he would have been in is no longer. 
we all have stories like that. it affected each and everyone of us. and yet, for some reason we are trying to minimize what happened. we don't want to offend anyone. we don't want to use the word "terrorist" anymore. we don't even want to honor all those who gave their lives (and all their families) by calling the new tower "freedom." 
we have forgotten.

i can offer no other explanation. otherwise we would be outraged by this move to rename the tower. otherwise we would not have elected a commander in chief who is anti-military. otherwise we would have hundreds of images flood our screens when we searched for "twin towers" or "9/11."

we have forgotten.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Saturday, March 21, 2009